Friday, July 11, 2008

Finally... this HELL of a week is OVER!

wEll... as i said in my last post... i had a week of exams, which means i could bearly sleep a few hours! yes.. i have huge purple shadows under my eyes...ok, to be honest they are always there but never were as big as they are now!

About the grades for the tests... not sure yet... i have been doing pretty good so hopefully i didnt screw it up. As i am going to be a dr. and still have so many years of study ahead i really have no time to lose. I am trying to do my best but sometimes im so tired, sleepy or just sick of sitting with a book in my face everyday that it turns so hard to keep reading.

All of this studying leaves me almost no time to have fun...which means... watch tv, listen to music, read (not my medical books of course!), hang out with my friends who are also studying.

Anyhow... i feel a sort of preasure from my family too, if i make it i will be the first dr. in my family, they are all so proud of me and i just cant let them down! they mean so much to me and i would not be able to dissapoint them.

I am truly a family person and as I am single and have always been i have no other concern in my mind that them... and my dearest friends.

Being single had not been a problem at all so far... but lately.. i have started to feel very lonely.. maybe is because most of my friends have boyfriends or girlfriends and in the past few months some boys kind of... showed some interest towards me.

I dont want to build illusions with no foundations but... its hard not to! haha


Its fridayyy! and i wish i was out DANCING! or hanging out with friends but... anyway better not think about it!

Oh and i have my new glasses finally! i love them i se everything so bright now and also.. i look like the biggest nerd!

braces+glasses+book face= nerd!!!!! right? hahahaa

still i like the way i look in the picture!