I suck at blogging!

it is unbelievable how bad I am blogging?
It's been forever since my last post! And there are so many things going on... not on the love part of my life... but in every other way!
I promise I will find some time to catch up with everything
maybe even post some pics of myself! haha

catching up 2nd part - Going Wild!

so... last september I had my first real kiss ever... I know its lame that I am 20 years old and experiencing a first kiss. I am unique what more can I say and I should add that if I wanted I could have had a kiss before but I just didn't think it was the right time for me... sadly the time I chose to be THE ONE, was not quite as special as I always dreamed it could be. It was with one of the school's hotties but we both had drank a little bit too much punch. I had only spoke to him a few times before, I am not even sure he even knew my name. I felt stupid after it happened. And it is sad it just confuses me that most part of the girls do it that way and it seems just like normal but I think going out and making out with as much boys as they ask u for a kiss is not right.
And the next day... my second kiss ocurred, in a pool with a boy who I had known for 1 day, he was kind of cute... I know it was a wild weekend. I must say that I am not proud of what I did but to be honest I think it was about time that I take a break from trying to be perfect all the time and just be a girl my age!
The friend who drove us there in his car crashed the bumper onto a light post, yes he was drunk too, a lot more drunk that all the rest of the people in the car now that I think of it, he freaked out and left us (me and 2 other girl friends) in Antigua! ('cause it all happened in Antigua)
I had to call my parents so we could get to the Guatemala City again, thank you Lord I had enough common sense and told my parents the truth. The other girls told their parents a whole lot different things.
If my parents had found out I was lying and all... believe me... I would have lost all the credibility I have earned for years, I know how that is... it happened to my sister :s
I love my parents, they are just great... and that's all I have to say about this

hmmmm... since this is the place I can tell anything I want... I can confess that... with the boy of the first kiss... I was not just a kiss... but it was not sex itself either and it could have been better. Maybe it is a little too much information but... LIBERTY OF SPEECH AND DEAL WITH IT HAHAHAHA

catching up 1st part - School

so from the 100 pts post, there has not been a lot going on, so i will only post the highlights of this few weeks. First of all I have been studying hard for the last points I could get, believe me even a 0.1 can mean that your whole year was a waste and you will have to repeat that class another time.
I have a hard task ahead, and I am willing to do anything I can to beat it and get to my 3rd year in med school, I know I repeat this in almost every single post but it is the most important thing in my mind right now!
And talking about studies I did great in my last Anatomy test, well in my last 2 labs and in the big test. It took me and my lab partners to buy and expensive cake and take one of the drs. to drink as much beers as he wanted.
I have to say that at the end he was kind of hiting on all the girls of the class but well, we did get our 2 points. God bless him and his drunkness hahaaha

waaayyy behind

it has been so long since my last post... there is also lots of things added to my history haha I promise I will catch up as soon as I have some free time 'cause right now I am like super busy studying for the final exams and I have some subjects Im kind of worried about... I just cannot lose a year for only 1 subject so I need to swallow my books or something to have the great grades I need to get to the 3rd year of med school!! hahaa

New pictures of Angelina!!!

Angi sent new pictures of my sweet baby girl.. men I wish she could see how are faces lighten up whenever we see her videos and pictures... she just makes us so happy... Angelina is truly a blessing in our lives, since the day she came to our home she brought so much happiness and everything seem to be more beautiful, she also taught me so many things, like was is like to be a mommy and opened my eyes to so many things that I just didn't want to see or refused to.

Well, even though Angi doesnt read this blog, we will write to her tonight to thank her a thousand times as everytime she sends pictures. ha!
And... I LOVE YOU ANGELINA.. AND I PROMISE I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN AND HOLD YOU AGAIN AS I DID FOR THE FIRST NINE MONTHS OF YOUR LIFE!

I got a 100!!

omg!!!!
i got a 100 in my hospital practice exam!!!
i could not believe... it is true, i stayed up all night reading that book but i thought the questions were going to be a lot harder.
And I was lucky enough that I got the patient we had seen the week before in another floor, she had been transfered 'cause she was a whole lot better than the week before.
I guess I did good, my clinic chart had a good grade too!
there is no doubt...I ROCK!!

by the way.. the rest of my classmates did not do very good, only me and another girl got a 100;
I wonder if the doctor liked me and was not very hard on my, I work hard every class at the hospital so I guess my hard work paid off.
WOHOOO!

:S Hospital test tomorrow!

Tomorrow I have a test at the hospital... I need to study a whole book for it!!
I have no idea what am I doing posting this... but I need clear my mind before starting and I thought that letting this out would help.

I am praying to God that the dr. will be nice and won't ask me to do something too hard... and I hope I get asigned a patient who doesn't have such a bad attitude... I know being in a public hospital in Guatemala is not the most pleasant thing so I totally understand when their not helping us students.

Please Lord let me do good... I will be studying all night long today or should I say today and tomorrow but... I swear sometimes I am just so tired I feel like I didn't even open the book.

I did good today in my last fisiology presentation wohooo! I got the whole grade a big 0.75!!! haha isn't it just miserable? haha