so... last september I had my first real kiss ever... I know its lame that I am 20 years old and experiencing a first kiss. I am unique what more can I say and I should add that if I wanted I could have had a kiss before but I just didn't think it was the right time for me... sadly the time I chose to be THE ONE, was not quite as special as I always dreamed it could be. It was with one of the school's hotties but we both had drank a little bit too much punch. I had only spoke to him a few times before, I am not even sure he even knew my name. I felt stupid after it happened. And it is sad it just confuses me that most part of the girls do it that way and it seems just like normal but I think going out and making out with as much boys as they ask u for a kiss is not right.
And the next day... my second kiss ocurred, in a pool with a boy who I had known for 1 day, he was kind of cute... I know it was a wild weekend. I must say that I am not proud of what I did but to be honest I think it was about time that I take a break from trying to be perfect all the time and just be a girl my age!
The friend who drove us there in his car crashed the bumper onto a light post, yes he was drunk too, a lot more drunk that all the rest of the people in the car now that I think of it, he freaked out and left us (me and 2 other girl friends) in Antigua! ('cause it all happened in Antigua)
I had to call my parents so we could get to the Guatemala City again, thank you Lord I had enough common sense and told my parents the truth. The other girls told their parents a whole lot different things.
If my parents had found out I was lying and all... believe me... I would have lost all the credibility I have earned for years, I know how that is... it happened to my sister :s
I love my parents, they are just great... and that's all I have to say about this
hmmmm... since this is the place I can tell anything I want... I can confess that... with the boy of the first kiss... I was not just a kiss... but it was not sex itself either and it could have been better. Maybe it is a little too much information but... LIBERTY OF SPEECH AND DEAL WITH IT HAHAHAHA
Saturday, October 11, 2008
catching up 1st part - School
so from the 100 pts post, there has not been a lot going on, so i will only post the highlights of this few weeks. First of all I have been studying hard for the last points I could get, believe me even a 0.1 can mean that your whole year was a waste and you will have to repeat that class another time.
I have a hard task ahead, and I am willing to do anything I can to beat it and get to my 3rd year in med school, I know I repeat this in almost every single post but it is the most important thing in my mind right now!
And talking about studies I did great in my last Anatomy test, well in my last 2 labs and in the big test. It took me and my lab partners to buy and expensive cake and take one of the drs. to drink as much beers as he wanted.
I have to say that at the end he was kind of hiting on all the girls of the class but well, we did get our 2 points. God bless him and his drunkness hahaaha
I have a hard task ahead, and I am willing to do anything I can to beat it and get to my 3rd year in med school, I know I repeat this in almost every single post but it is the most important thing in my mind right now!
And talking about studies I did great in my last Anatomy test, well in my last 2 labs and in the big test. It took me and my lab partners to buy and expensive cake and take one of the drs. to drink as much beers as he wanted.
I have to say that at the end he was kind of hiting on all the girls of the class but well, we did get our 2 points. God bless him and his drunkness hahaaha
Friday, October 10, 2008
waaayyy behind
it has been so long since my last post... there is also lots of things added to my history haha I promise I will catch up as soon as I have some free time 'cause right now I am like super busy studying for the final exams and I have some subjects Im kind of worried about... I just cannot lose a year for only 1 subject so I need to swallow my books or something to have the great grades I need to get to the 3rd year of med school!! hahaa
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